i've been feeling a bit...out of the loop lately?
like, not in the sense that i don't know what's going on in the world, or i'm not aware of some important life changing event; nothing to that extent.
more to the extent of being left out? like someone threw a party and i wasn't invited, and there were a ton of inside jokes that happened and now i'm on the outside?
does that even make sense?
sometimes i go through those emotions. it's like a cycle.
i guess it means i take a break from my normal group and do something else, either by myself or with new people.
new people meaning NEW people, or, old people that i haven't seen or hung out with in a while.
maybe it means that i spend more time in SLC with the b-rad. because we've been failing a lot on the friendship end of life these days. and i'm ALWAYS in salt lake (more than i'm in provo, honestly) so i might as well take advantage of that and hang out with him more, right?
so perhaps this is goodbye provo life, at least for now. a brief hiatus. a sabbatical, if you will.
no, not moving yet, just...breathing for a while. we all need time to breathe, don't we?
here's mine.
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