i fly home in two days. 2 DAYS people!!
i am beyond excited.
like, BEYOND.
warm weather. family. friends. celebration. and a break from life. always a necessity.
of course, i've gotta get through another day of work (p.s. day 2 went well. i'm fitting in. yay me!) before i can fly out, but ya know, i think i can manage.
on another thought...i've been having strange thoughts of late. strange as in, surprising. as in, i hadn't thought of these things before, and why are they coming into my brain now of all times. and why are they so prevalent. and why can't i stop thinking about them? am i supposed to act on these thoughts? my instinct is to say yes. but my logic is screaming at me to stop being so stupid and just leave things be.
but then i think, hell, i am 23 years young. i'm single. i'm free to do whatever i want. screw the consequences. JUST DO IT. right?
am i crazy?
probably.
but i'd probably be crazy either way: if i acted or if i did nothing.
soooo, it seems like i've got nothing to lose.
hmm. i suppose i should just mull things over for a couple days. (not like i haven't already been doing that for a week now...) maybe i'll gain some insight.
or some courage.
same thing, yah?
Do it! Act as if you have nothing to lose, because you don't. If it's about boys and dating- do it! I use to all the time and it ends all the wondering. If you tell a guy you want him to take you on a date he'll either get the courage to actually ask or he'll laugh it off and you can pretend it's a joke. BOTH have happened to me and I love not wondering "what if". I think it's freeing!
ReplyDeleteBut it's about robbing a bank or something like that then I don't support it and I will not be held responsible!