- {this one has been on my mind the last couple days, better get it off my chest}: one of my best friends got married last weekend. i wasn't there. the day was jam packed for me, so i barely thought about it. until i noticed said person back online 4 days later (most likely post-honeymoon, yeah, great visual right?) i'm sad i couldn't be there, but i know it's for the best. it's time to move on (and REALLY move on, cut ties, etc). sad how quickly things change.
- after tomorrow, i'll have worked a total of 61 hours (67, give or take, if you want to count typing i did this week as well).
- i'm tired of working late nights. i want to be able to socialize. luckily, softball is done next week, and i get a few weeks off before basketball starts. as much as i love parks and rec, it's tougher coming straight from a 9 to 6 job and then sitting for 4 more hours watching softball/basketball. the only time i'm home is when i'm sleeping.
- however, because of said schedule, i'm getting back into a regular sleep pattern, kind of. i'd like to be going to bed earlier, but it's not as easy when everyone else around me is up to all hours of the night. discipline.
- my laundry has been piled up for the last 3 weeks. i don't know when i'll get around to doing it.
- my list of to-do's keeps growing. added to the list was make chocolate chip cookies (for a boy, of course) and plan lunches (since i'd rather not eat out everyday at work)
- the lsat is next saturday. total hours of studying i've done? probably 2. since june. yeah, i'm super prepared. i can feel that 180 coming. {not}
- i'm reconsidering law school. but only for the lawyer part. if anything, i'd much rather find an internship in politics and work from there. however, with the way things are going these days, i think law school is my best option (unless marriage comes along, which with the way my life is going currently, will probably not happen for oh, another 10 years)
- byu just lost to utah state. for the first time in oh i don't know, like 20 years? yeah. that's how crappy they are this year. losing to utah state is a big deal. there goes our run for independence. maybe next year boys.
- that being said, i've only watched one byu game this season. all others were either not televised where i was at currently, or i was gone/at work (aka tonight).
- i'm missing the saturday sessions of october conference for the second year in a row because of work. i'm a little sad. saturday always turns out to be the best one.
- sunday is my only day off nowadays. good thing i don't have school or homework or tests to distract me from my relaxations.
- i hope i get to watch sunday conference at the sunshine house, cuddled up on the couch/floor/wherever with all my friends. those are the best.
- i'm hungry. all i had today was a pumpkin scone and caramel apple spice from starbucks (HELLLOOOOO OCTOBER!!), a cupcake for megan's birthday celebration, a hot dog at work, a kit kat, and a handful of halloween candy. oh and pain du chocolate from jude when i got home tonight. running starts....next week, when i get home at a decent hour.
- i need to plan fhe for monday. i think my group is tired of *lame* activities. i'm just too busy to call anyone to join forces.
needless to say, i have a lot on my plate currently. but i need to remember that i CHOSE to be here. i knew that i would have a lack luster social life, and i accepted it. things will get better though. they always do (and it's not like they're bad, they're not. i'm just tired. and grumpy. and hungry. and those three = badnewsbears.
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