when i stopped being 18 and started being an adult, which meant no more staying out late because i would be dead to the world in the morning and unable to function?
and then remember when i somehow managed to find myself a really good group of friends and all i want to do is hang out with them (because, let's be honest, that's so much better than sitting at home, alone, watching netflix for hours on end, despite how fun that sounds) which then means that i'm up really late on weeknights?
Which then leads to me being unable to function in the mornings/all day at work because of the lack of sleep i'm getting?
and then remember how i don't really care?
because face it, i'm 24 years old. not 80. i should be enjoying my life. i should be spending time with people my own age. i should be staying up to all hours of the night, getting less than the recommended 8 hours of sleep per night in order to accomplish everything i want to/need to.
i'm really good at justifying things, in case you were wondering.
will i regret staying up late tomorrow? no. i think i would've instead, regretted not hanging out with people and going to bed at 9 like a grandma.
and i think i'm okay with that.
Kayla! I've had that moment too... where you have to decide between sleep and fun... and I chose fun and so far I have NEVER regretted it. Give 100% most days and they won't care if you give 80% sometimes.
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