Tuesday, October 16, 2007

procrastination

i'm antsy. i'm not sure why, but i am. i can't seem to concentrate on the things that need to get done. i have two political science papers due on thursday and neither one is finished. but unfortunately i can't get my mind to focus.

i'm looking forward to thursday, once my papers are turned in, for the mere reason that i get an hour long drive to salt lake with matt. and i get to pick up my mom from the airport for her first visit to utah and me since i've been at school. i'm hoping it's going to be a fantastic weekend and lead-in to my birthday next tuesday. unfortunately, i have 2 tests tuesday that i must study for this weekend. what a bummer, eh?

i hate that i'm an impatient person. i try to just go with the flow, but sometimes, the flow just ain't fast enough for me. i think i know the reason why i'm antsy and i wish things were different, but i know i have to try my patience and wait just a little bit longer. plus, i think i just do NOT want to write these papers. well, at least my 310 paper...it's too difficult. i'm thinking of leaving it all for tomorrow, but i know i'll regret that later. but maybe not. it's just too much for my little brain to handle. plus, i'm exhausted. i definitely did not get enough sleep this weekend. but really, who would've? i know i should have done more homework while i was gone, but where's the fun in that? i mean, honestly...who does homework while they're on vacation in vegas?

ok, enough procrastination. it's time to get down to work.

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